It’s a sad reality that people can leave you in a second. Some will come back after a month or two sometimes even after a year. But the hardest is, when they don’t come back at all…for good.
As I was blog-hopping, I learned that a friend of one of my batch mates passed away early this year. I felt sad, and surprised because I don’t even know this guy but I felt just so heartbroken. Probably because he was just my age, but it was more because of the question “What if he hadn’t accepted Christ as his Savior yet? What if nobody had shared the Good News to him?” I felt guilty for the reason that it’s my responsibility as a Christian to lead more lost souls to Christ. Everyday more and more people are dying without even knowing who Jesus is, some are even unfamiliar with the name of Jesus. This is a heartrending fact.
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On the lighter side, life has never been this great. I’m slowly picking up the pieces of my once broken life. I’m learning that it’s ok to commit mistakes, I’m not perfect, no one is except the Lord. And that makes it even greater, imagine I am living this life for the One who is perfect. What could be better than that, eh?
In the past, whenever I do something wrong, like when I know I had hurt someone else’s feelings, it would take me time to forgive myself. Thank God, I am now passed that stage. I have an understanding God. And He sees my heart ♥.
What’s important is that I am again willing to walk on water. I had stepped out of the boat 5 years ago, and never will I return to that boat, I’d rather let myself get in the boats of other people so that they too can experience what it’s like to walk on water with the Creator. That’s what keeps me floating.
As I was blog-hopping, I learned that a friend of one of my batch mates passed away early this year. I felt sad, and surprised because I don’t even know this guy but I felt just so heartbroken. Probably because he was just my age, but it was more because of the question “What if he hadn’t accepted Christ as his Savior yet? What if nobody had shared the Good News to him?” I felt guilty for the reason that it’s my responsibility as a Christian to lead more lost souls to Christ. Everyday more and more people are dying without even knowing who Jesus is, some are even unfamiliar with the name of Jesus. This is a heartrending fact.
oOo
On the lighter side, life has never been this great. I’m slowly picking up the pieces of my once broken life. I’m learning that it’s ok to commit mistakes, I’m not perfect, no one is except the Lord. And that makes it even greater, imagine I am living this life for the One who is perfect. What could be better than that, eh?
In the past, whenever I do something wrong, like when I know I had hurt someone else’s feelings, it would take me time to forgive myself. Thank God, I am now passed that stage. I have an understanding God. And He sees my heart ♥.
What’s important is that I am again willing to walk on water. I had stepped out of the boat 5 years ago, and never will I return to that boat, I’d rather let myself get in the boats of other people so that they too can experience what it’s like to walk on water with the Creator. That’s what keeps me floating.