Monday, December 12, 2005

MOVED: HOW's for the day...

"...and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time..."-from Never Been Kissed

This is so true..

How can something so precious, so beautiful as falling in love be so scary.. Well, it is scary, but how..I am not making sense..But it is scary, right?

How i wish that for once every person (esp. the people i kow) will just love -that somebody- with all the love that they can give and never worry about that dreadful time.

oOo

How i wish that there'll be a time that i can just do something and never think of its consequences. Its not that i don't like to take risks it's just that i was taught to always be responsible for my actions. And it's not easy being like that, i feel so stupid and a failure when things don't go as i have planned them..

Friday, December 02, 2005

MOVED: ...

Today, I’ve learned that sometimes God may even leave us in the difficult circumstances we ask to be liberated from so we can grow. I don’t know if I’m exactly in the same situation. It may seem that I have almost every basic need of an average 21 year old, but I still feel that something’s lacking. It’s not that I’m not happy, well, sometimes I wish I’m in a different place or situation, but that doesn’t mean I ‘m not grateful for the blessings I’m receiving each day. I just know that some things aren’t just right.