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I just want to remember this exact moment and so i'm blogging.

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a prayer

Lord, thank you for giving me eyes that see clearly more than what is here and now. Encourage me more as i take (big) step(s) one at a time. Direct my path more than ever. Help me to be patient - in waiting and in everything. Make/Allow me to love you more than everything else. I failed and may fail some more. Help me get up on my feet, for i cannot walk the way i did without you beside me.

You're all i will ever need, ABBA.

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Dear - -

I'm looking at your reflection in the mirror right now, and i see nothing but pure beauty.

It's not perfect - a blemish here and there, but when you smile, there's something about your eyes. It's not explainable, but all i can say is that it's pure beauty.

I hate to say but your face isn't wrinkle-free, perhaps because of the many times you frowned or cried, nevertheless it's pure beauty.

Your smile says a lot, i hope you smile more than you'd ever cry, all the days of your life. For in your smile, i see pure beauty.

You are beautiful not because you're happy nor successful, for even without these, to me you are a pure beauty.

It's what's in your heart that makes me see the pure beauty that is in you.

Maybe someday i shall see what's in it just as much as i see your reflection now - face to face.

a prayer…

…from the past

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2005 Juli 31

Dear God,

I let go of everything I hold on to, even the last pieces that I’ve been gripping on to (all my life). Father, I empty my heart before you today. Knowing Lord, that you will give me a new one. Fill it Lord, with new desires, new things to love, and better cries. A heart that beats your heartbeat. A heart that will never cease to seek your own heart. A heart that loves not out of my own strength but by the love that you have shown me. A heart that is not proud. A heart that is enduring, gives freely. A heart that will always trust and obey You.

I love You, my God.

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